The pressure is mounting more than ever. The panic gets worse each day. Day in the day, it's the same routine. Study, worry, study more, worry even more. I really want to have a study break right now so that I can have more time to prepare for the prelims and A levels. It's damn scary that everyday just passes so fast. I fear not being able to study all the chapters well and good by prelims which seems highly likely. I don't know how at this rate I will pull up my Ds and C to As or Bs even, and I don't know if I can maintain my As. Sometimes I feel happy and optimistic cause I had been really productive for a while but at the snap of a finger, reality bites and I worry again. It probably isn't that useful to just worry but oh gosh... I just can't help fretting over my super slow pace of studying. Will some solution just drop down from the sky soon and guide me? Perhaps it is a blessing in disguise that Friday's friendly is cancelled.