Wednesday, December 17, 2008
11:42 pm
I see a pile of homework waiting for me. I see rolls of cloth waiting for me to order someone to use them. I see the Year 5s 09 waiting to have a blast at orientation. I see someone waiting for me to be a free bird. I see that I have to work ten thousand times as hard to lose weight, jump higher, spike better and be a superb, excellent, wonderful, chao qiang player.
I SEE A NEED TO FIND MORE TIME TO DO ALL THAT I NEED TO DO.
Christmas is coming. That is worrying. Not that I dislike christmas but after christmas comes the new year then comes the new school term then comes the A division competition, our last chance, then comes A levels. Make or break. It's all coming too soon and too fast. The fight we had last year isnt burning anymore. The long trainings are gone, I think we're not doing enough(and still I don't have enough time for other things). Neither is the one goal present, we are divided still. We're always missing people here and there from trainings, not what I like definitely, but some are genuine reasons, you can't not accept them. Champions..? Not at this rate. Top 4.. maybe.. I dare not believe but believing helps you achieve your goal. But I have fallen too many times. I know I have not worked hard enough, I failed to find the right way to manage my life. Hopefully today will be a turning point. It's going to be hardwork, real hardwork. Jump, jump, jump. Reach and skies and hang up there! BOOM! Kill the one on the other end.
