I really need to reorganise my life and the way I am. Sometimes I wish I can be a little bit more sensitive, sensible, independent, humorous, light-hearted, stylish... The list goes on...
Monday, November 24, 2008
Taiwan trip is next week and this time I really feel very unprepared for the trip. It's probably the first time I am going to a place where the weather is cool. Super afraid I'll feel super cold there or end up over-wrapping cause I have no idea what it may be like! But I'm pretty excited about it. First team trip and we're going to have matches with some schools over there. Of course there's always the down side, leaving my nice and cosy home, my family and j. Hmm.. but 5 days is quite short so I guess it isn't that bad.
Oh and soon I think the A Div team will transform to a pro-looking team with the full volleyball gear and hopefully a true-blue pro team. Time to work hard and work towards our goal. Must always have that in mind!
Monday, November 17, 2008
I guess I have decided to take things as it comes.. But I am so going to prove jiao lian that I can jump! Will work hard at it! May the perseverence and hard work stay with me!
Missing Mel and Adie.. Come back quick!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Confusion is setting in and not going away. I am very unsure of how things will go or end up and I have little faith in myself. Should I just let the current take me or try to make my own stand? But yet, I dare not defy. This is a whirlwind period for me as I try to find my placing.It's something that I have never had to face before and now... I guess I finally understand how it feels. The pressure is immense, the current drowns me sometimes. I am just bobbing up and down in the sea. Surfacing sometimes, down under sometimes but no doubt still struggling.
Anyway, first part of training today was DRAINING. It was just the gun di segment. BRUISE. SCRATCH. CUT. BREATHLESSNESS. UNCONTROLLABLE BREATHING. SUPER DRY MOUTH. But I am going to conquer rolly-polly soon! I must!
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Tmr is THE BASH! Hope everything runs smoothly and goes well and fun. I'm looking forward to it now that I have found the perfect clothes to wear for tmr. So excited!
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
OP is over! So there's only I&R left to hand in tmr and I can kiss goodbye to PW until I receive my results next year! I'd say this whole experience has been draining, especially when it's going on concurrently with the school term. But after that it became a more fun experience and I think it allowed me to know my classmates better and feel less.. isolated from them. Through the course of PW, I saw that everyone was there to listen and give help to one another. It's just a really nice feeling.
Well and with this major thing over. Here comes the YEAR END BASH. We really have to work hard and give it this final push. The house committee has the responsibility to make it a blast for those turning up. Really thankful for all those supportive people out there. =) After this week and all the AAR I will take one good week of break and then maybe I will get myself started on revising stuff.. Hmmm.. if I can get myself started that is.