Not blogging for so long is testimony to how busy I am. Maybe I really did bring it upon myself. But reading blogs of other people, I realise everyone's caught with the busy bug. We're all feeling the same way, suffocating under the work load. My momentum didn't last for long. At one point of time I was way ahead in terms of all the tutorials. It felt really great and I thought I was finally getting it. Well, I am still motivated. But the sudden influx of long days tires me out.
We really live in a fast-paced society. Sometimes I feel like I can't even breathe. I can't even have my dinner in peace. It has to be coupled with reading of newspapers or studying. When will this end? In fact, will it ever?
As for volleyball, Mr Tay's words a few weeks ago had a rather big impact on me. I think after the A Div competitions this year we became less hardworking. But now the momentum is back and the will and want to improve is so strong. It's our last chance next year and I want to have my first self-attained volleyball title ever! Towards our goal, we train!
Saturday, July 05, 2008
This week has been a really really tough week. Every single aspect of my life just added to my misery. Well, Sports Carnival overall results yesterday was quite disappointing. My house's bonus teams crashed out of the competition so although we had some good results in other sports, we still came out last. It was really quite painful to hear the results at the end of the whole thing cause I felt like it was my fault. Soccer girls bonus team died in my hands at penalty. The carnival was overall fun, but the outcome kind of spoilt my mood and also certain things that happened. Not the overall outcome but the fact that the bonus teams didn't do as well as expected. But I know the teams have put in effort. Yup and the dispute with the Homa Vball team.. Sigh I've got no idea why I was that fierce/angry as other people observed. It was definitely not because the opposing team was Bennu, that didn't affect anything at all. I guess I was just angry that people were not playing fairly, and the lousy mood kind of added on so I was really angry? Sorry to those people and to anyone else I might have been really fierce too. Maybe I need anger management classes.
Anyhow, I must say that the touch rugby guys team played really hard. I was watching them more than others. Somehow they were playing at times when I was free. They really chionged and fought very very hard. At the end of it I think they were just really exhausted. But I'm sure all the other teams went all the way out to do our house proud. I guess that's the most important thing and the thing that leaves us with no regrets.