Saturday, December 15, 2007
4:12 pm
I look at the calendar and realise how little time I'm left with this holidays. TWO WEEKS! TWO WEEKS to the new year. I'm scared of 2008. I don't want it to come. A new year just means tough decisions to make, the tough life of a Year 5 and the coming of Volleyball Nationals. And not forgetting, the end of work at Ben and Jerry's. I've made nice friends at B&J but will these friendships be kept or lost once I leave the place? I wish holidays could last longer. It started as a slow holiday but now time is passing so quickly again. Going away for holiday for 5 days doesn't really help anything at all. I'm left with about one week to work and do anything else I have not but want to this holidays.
I dont't want 2007 to end at all. This has been the best year for me by far. Yes, no doubt there were disappointing moments like the East Zones, U-16 Competition. There were sad times like the departure of a good friend, the setbacks met in studies and other things. The list goes on. But at the end of it all, I think it's been my most productive year. The most time I've ever spent on Student Council matters, learning to lead better as the days, weeks and months went by. I thank the teachers and seniors for giving me the chance, really. I had much fun with 4J too. We were so much more bonded and together as one compared to our Year 3 days. Academics wise, although there were dips but all turned out well. I faired good for end-of-years. Thanks to moderation or not, my GPA improved. It made up for that drop in mid-year. I volunteered for Xperience and it was a really good and enriching experience. I feel like I really have done A LOT this year, most accomplishments EVER. That's why I don't want the year to end. I don't want the new year to come because I don't think I can ever do as much as I did. It kind of brings in THE question again, something I don't like thinking about cause I never get an answer. Before I go on about the same thing I blogged about before 2 months or so ago, I just want to end off by saying, being through so many things, I have matured and grown so much more and possibly become a happier person too. 2007 has been really great!