Wednesday, November 28, 2007
11:12 pm
Just realised I haven't blogged for quite a few days already. Life has been pretty packed. And when it is, I wish I have time to slack at home but when I get the time to slack at home, I want to get out there and do something instead. The grass is always greener on the other side.
Anyway, I was so glad that I finished all my GP Journals actually. But now I feel like CRAP after reading the Year 5s' comments. CONFIDENCE LEVEL FOR GP IS ZERO!!! I wonder how anyone scrap through at all. Sian. Can't believe I have to face it in one plus month's time. GP Package should be called Demoralising Package instead. Super duper scared of Year 5 now. I don't want to grow up! RAH!
Cairns trip next week. Pretty excited and hope I'll have fun cause I'm the ONLY Year 4 in my group. They are soooooo mean to do that to me okay. I don't even know who else I have in my group. Hope I will get by well. Don't want to end up paying a thousand plus for a sad experience. Ok must tell myself it will be fun. Yes it will be! Don't know when I'll be packing my bag since I'm working on Saturday and Sunday both closing shift. Wish I could work opening though. I prefer waking up early than coming home late. Oh well, just found out today that we'll be checking in at Belt 6 of Terminal One. Around where we sent Zhuo Wen off, the sad place of departure.
I don't know why but today I'm just negative about things and scared about what will happen.