Monday, December 04, 2006
8:20 pm
Going by the rate we played today, I think it's quite bad. I wonder why is it we seem to play better during our trainings but I can't exactly pin-point the main problem. It's just losing a few balls here and there due to little mistakes by different people. We really have to FOCUS during the match and open our mouths to liven up the court. It was super quiet today somehow. Both teams were super quiet. I try to shout whenever I deem appropriate but it never seems enough. Atmosphere was still dead, everyone was almost dead.
It's really tough. My reaction still seems super slow although I never realise it. I don't want it to be this way either. So I am going to push myself to the max until I collapse or something. At least I know I have tried. And lifting my arms up high and straight to spike seems so difficult too. Sometimes when I try and I think I have lifted it up high and straight but Jiao Lian still says it isn't. I must do A LOT of physical training. But I can't seem to find the time these days. Other than days with volleyball I should be quite free but somehow I'm not. Either I have a headache or I'm just feeling weird and uncomfortable or it's raining and I can't go out or I'm not even at home. I really want to play well badly every single time and stop feeling tired, stop having arms that feel suan or back that aches. Got to push on harder!!!
We have to buck up and do our best every training and friendly match! Take home every single experience and work on it. To team-o4 it's our last chance of achieving something in the East Zones! Aim for at least a 4th and work hard towards it. I know if we're on form we can do it. So make us on form every single match.
JIA YOU!!!
