im PISSED!! cos i intended to go out with vballers after training on saturday. zhixin and i agreed already and now it turns out that i have to rush back to school for sc notice board after training. it's not that i dont want to do things for sc. but i finally found time to go out and yet now im deprived of it. i hate to plan to go out and later learn that i have to go for something else. but i shall try to see it as sacrifice. i like sc and all so i try to see it in that light instead of it taking away my free time. i need a life. but being busy with school work, sc, and trainings is about all i have now. that's soooo sian. i want a more vibrant & fun life. can the march holidays come more quickly cos i really want to go out! just dont load me with homework...