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Friday, December 30, 2005

9:50 pm

i think the team just went through a rough patch. to be honest, reading zhixin's post was really touching and melissa's made me a little sad and angry too. she deleted it already anyway. two people leaving is bad enough. im glad melissa's not hating vball or anything. but michelle just simply hates the coach? dont understand why.probably because he has high expectations on her. i think he's good but intimidating when he's a little impatient or angry.

a lot has been happening.not much to me but to others. i really hope that things go well.it's going to be a new year and hopefully everyone can just welcome the new year happily.

going away for just these few days makes me feel detached from everything already. especially orientation matters. ive got to get back on track!! im really excited about the real thing. not much of scared at the moment. cant wait. i hope i do well...i will... i must!hahaa.

we've all been working so hard for just these few days. really thanks to everyone who played a part. thanks for helping and thanks for tolerating.

8:18 pm

came back from thailand yesterday, in the late evening.

bangkok was okay. much of the time was spent shopping. and considering i spent sooooo long walking all over MBK and other places. i bought very very very little stuff. in fact i only bought a pair of jeans, a bag for someone and a cup! haha.other things like sunglasses and belts are for my mum, sister and me to share. but i guess it'll mainly be my sister using them.

we went to dream world too.it was....probably not much better than escape.two of the thrilling rides were closed for maintainence.what a waste.hahhaa.the viking was good though.rather high.hehe.

visited the biggest shopping mall in asia or southeast asia. most of the shops werent open but it wouldnt make a diff if they did because it's all the expensive shops.branded goods.


so i should say the trip was just basically a time to relax rather than have loads of fun. but it was an enjoyment to just spend time with my family =))

plane taking was fun.sat business class!!haha.trip there i watched 50 first dates partially.and back i watched in her shoes partially.the trip there was better.the plane was nicer and we were attended to more.HAHA. the air steward asked me if i was the youngest of the family and gave me a patrick puppet.yes...that character from spongebob squarepants.

im looking forward to tomorrow's party!

Saturday, December 24, 2005

no christmas mood.no christmas party
no holiday mood.but an upcoming holiday to thailand.

im left with 4 articles and chinese book review.

went to parkway with ms yeo, mr koh, mabel, ZARA RETA and seeting after sc today.we had a good time laughing.and i was spastic and crappy again today!mabel said she missed my crappiness. lol. but i have to admit i had been very serious when i was with them for all the sc meetings. i guess it's because things are almost done already that i feel really relaxed. i cant believe that in about a week's time we are going to carry out the orientation programme for the yr ones!

anyway christmas this year seems really unhappening!NO CHIRISRMAS PARTIES AT ALL FOR ME! and i think im just going to do homework on chrismas eve!i have to finish all i can before i leave for bangkok. im coming back only on the 29th so that leaves me with hardly any more time to finish them.

i think i'll never be able to write maturely like clara.her entries are really impressive and i feel almost ashamed that my junior is writing better than me!

okay, that aside.

i really really felt very very angry when the woman at the marine parade post office did not appreciate our help at all and insulted us instead.zhi xin and i were there to look for christmas cards and the old lady there asked us to spell 'theresa' for her. zhi xin and i gave different spellings.she gave t-e-r-e-s-a at first and i gave t-h-e-r-e-s-a. but in the end we just settled on theresa. but because we gave different spellings at first and zhi xin said that different people spell it differently, she went "what school are you all from.cant even spell theresa. there's only one spelling for theresa." then i re-emphasized to her again that different people spell it differently and then she mumbled something and pointed to the name on her paper which read "thersa". but she ignored me in the end anyway. so zhixin and i walked away. i really felt like doing something when she said "what school are u all from?" but i refrained. why did she bother to ask us if she wont believe us as zhixin said. i think she's weird but on the account that she is old i shall forget it...

we were soooooooo super ahead of schedule today at the dry run.yeahh.schdeuled to end at abt 4plus but ended up that by 12 we were soooo ready for lunch.hahhaa.tmr's will be just ecp games and then im going out!!!!!!!!with vballers.im gonna have such fun with them.=))

orientation dry run is on monday!!!!!!!!!!so exciting!

whether or not the orientation is successful or not will really matter A LOT.if it's successful, scs will just start to like sc and for those who already like sc will love it even more. if it's successful, the year ones will ike the school instead of thinking it's boring or it's 'cheena' and sorts. if it's successful, the teachers of the school will have even more trust in sc and so on.

so to the orientation committee thanks for working so hard and continue to. dont give up and very soon when we see how well the orientation goes we will only be happy that we worked that hard and went back to school almost everyday. so endure now and enjoy your time working with one another we shall have about 3 more weeks and everything will be over.

JIA YOU!WE CAN DO IT!

wheee.im soooooooooo HAPPY for CLARA!!clara as in sec three clara.not my sister or my junior.hehee.she got into TOP 10 of xiao yuan superstar!rejoice everyone!hahaa.MUST SUPPORT HER AND VOTE FOR HER!

FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW I CAN RETRIEVE A FILE A I DELETED FROM MY THUMBDRIVE?!?!?!

DAMN!I WAS JUST EDITING THE DAS FOR DAY 2 HAPPILY. THOUGHT I SAVED ON MY COM ALREADY SO I DELETED IT OFF MY THUMBDRIVE AND NOW IT'S GONE FOREVER. GOD KNOWS HOW LONG I SPENT ON THAT!!!!NOW IVE GOT TO EDIT IT ALL OVER AGAIN AND CANT GO EXERCISE.

URGH!!!!!

we went to junyuan for friendly with them as well as pasir ris.we played with pasir ris first.things didnt go too well and after the match there was a clash between mr teo and kat that she cried.i didnt dare to look up then.mr teo getting angry and shouting is much much more frightening then mr lim getting angry cos mr teo is always so nice and all.i started to tear hearing them.then huiyi cried too cos of other problems.and hearing her i teared even more.what she said was really sad and i just couldnt control myself.i think it was really weird.i dont usually cry/tear easily.im usually the one who does not cry.zhixin thinks im weird too.like i dont cry when im supposed too and cry when i dont need to.haha.i still cant believe myself...

suddenly, reading zhixin's blog and my own friendster profile, i miss those days.

although i must say that im enjoying trainings now.i really miss yixian and krystal and mr lim.i miss the funny and gossipy times with yixian n krystal and the tough times mr lim made us go through during trainings as well as the quotes he showed us and the many things he taught us about life etc.

i guess it's just like that.life is full of changes and we have to adapt and move on, but how many times can that transaction be so smooth. and it's really inevitable we miss the old days, we want to get back to the old days.

went shopping today at the least expected place.haha.that is john little sale at the expo!lol

i didnt intend to go actually.but since feng and kai were going i thought i might as well just go.yup.gor gor(as in gugu/aunty) came with them then we went to pick my mum up and went for lunch.then we dropped my sister back home and set off to expo.it was really boring at first.my mum was like looking at all the mostly ugly shoes and i just walked arnd that area too. wasted soooo much time there.later feng and i decided to go look at the lingerines cos they seemed so pretty.and it really did make me feel so much better.they were selling at $10 per set when it used to be in the high $2os.yup.and they were soo nice.hahaa.but it was a little messed up there.hehee.so in the end i came back with nothing else but lingerines.it was boring elsewhere in the expo.hahaa.

This Is My Life, Rated
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Mind:	6.7
Body:	9.1
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i think it is soooooooo untrue.i refuse to believe my life is so lousy.

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